How does it feel to lose your virginity?

I had the same dilemma! I was 15 dating a 17 year old. He was my first real boyfriend and I already was inlove with him. He promised me he would agree with anything I said. So I waited until june (we started dating in feb) to be honest. It hurt very, very bad. But don't worry it gets better. Just make sure he doesn't start thrusting 50mph. It's suppose to hurt horribly but there's an emotional factor to it so being with your boyfriend will definitely help subside some of the pain. Make sure he's on top and go with the missionary position. Also it depends how closed your hymen is but to guess after 5 times you'll start getting feeling down there. Best of luck!